I just noticed when I signed in to blog that I started this on September 18. Wow a whole year. Amazing.
Well I have made a decision. I have decided that while I can't control how people treat me, I can control how I react. So I am gonna try really hard to stay joyful in spite of the way people treat me. I am gonna try to pray for them when they upset me or hurt my feelings or ignore me. And go on with my day and not let it cripple me.
I really think I have been so sick lately between colds, headaches, intestinal issues, because of the stress from all of this. So if I can not let it affect me maybe I will start to feel better physically and maybe I will start sleeping again.
Pray for me, cause I really need the help.